Here's to you and the fresh cut grass.

Today was inspiring. It did not start off well nor was I very excited about the unforgiving radiator near the side of the bed that caused my sleep to be disrupted. After this and that; which lasted until noon-ish I did what any good girlfriend does. While having lunch with my infamous counterpart I made a mad dash back to the real world and the information speedway. The internet gives me confidence most days, but today was truly a day of inspiration and comfort. So, let us get to what I am skirting around linguisticly. Lately, I have been spending every week doing the same thing; that thing being applying for jobs. Any job really. It has come down to me stretching myself and my experience out. I was beginning to fear that I was stretching the truth. I am not one for dihonesty; which is both good and bad when having to apply for work. Also, I am not a person who entirely patient. This is definitely a problem. It causes me to lose hope too quickly. Today, as I ventured to explore the days new job posts, I found a job posting that I would have never really searched for a month and a half ago. This position is one that my sister has experience in and thus, I felt a phone call was in order. Talking with her and filling out this application gave me a new sense of confidence and I imagine myself setting this week to a different tune. I think that I may take a little break from the day-to-day job search and application blah-blah. I will instead take the time to feel confident in what my resume states, and take the intative to set a bigger goal for next week. I have all day tomorrow to work relentlessly on this project and I will succeed. Amazing things will happen. Who knows I may make some positive break through by tomorrow night. Agian, I wish my self luck.