Well, it's emo time.

It has been a long time. I cannot believe that I let this blog slip away so quickly. Wow. I suck a hard one.
So, recently I was on the search for a job. I traveled deep into the heart of Milwaukee and I applied at nearly fifteen places. Resumes and application and smiles; that is what get Nell a job. The last place that I went to was a coffee shop (shoppe). Their name is Espresso Christoph. It is a really great place and even greater since they gave me a job! Yes, I am now offically working as a barista.
On one hand I am super excited about having a job and working at such a nice place, but my other hand wants more money and more work. This being said, I also have made it into the second round of interviewing with a credit union. I would be working as a teller; that is if I get the job. I would, however have to go to Racine for two weeks of training.
The decision is a big one: more hours, more pay or coffee, and a job that I am familiar with. It is not that I do not want to work as a barista, but it is less pay and less hours. This is very difficult. but I did set out to get a job, I just forgot that I would have to mess around with this crap. I do not want to be dishonest or disrespectful and I want to do what is best, but right now I do not know what right is or what right will be years from now.
...and I received notice today from a friend of mine that her boss knows a guy that is leaving the John Micheal Kohler Center of the Arts (where I really want to work!!!) and I am qualified for the position! Super awesome, but it only makes this crazy job crappy crap shoot worse, more frustrating, and more depressing.